yup... that's how i live my life ~ except for this ONE thing... and it's big ~ i know it's big... i want to believe that in spite of it all things will be okay and of course they will whatever okay means... i hope that there comes a day soon when i truly feel like i have conveyed the sincere guilt that i feel and know that in spite of it... all is good, true and solid... for right now i have a pit in my stomach... a lump in my throat... and that scar on my heart aches
i guess i'm writing this now today because i feel in a bit of a slump... i'm tired... EXHAUSTED emotionally from ups and downs... i believe in my heart ~ IN MY SOUL ~ that i only have to hold on a little longer and it will all be better... but when you are surrounded by negativity and by those who choose mediocrity instead of making changes to thrive... well they do all they can to beat you up to keep you down with them ~ i know my strengths and i know that what i strive for is true and real ~ i know i will make it past this and on to a better life but sometimes that feeling of being alone in this fight almost takes over...
almost ~ but i won't let it!
'fates got a plan for us
even when our lives get rough
you make up... break up... you fall... you get back up
can’t you see
that’s the way it’s gotta be...' ~ Eli Young Band
so there you have it!
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