'...and i'll try to sleep...'

'... to keep you in my dreams so i can bring you home with me ~ and i'll try to sleep and keeping you in my dreams...'

that gets me every single time ~ seriously the most beautiful song in my opinion...

18th Floor Balcony ~ Blue October

'i close my eyes
and i smile knowing that everything's alright
to the core close that door
is this happening...

my breath is on your hair i'm unaware
that you opened the blinds and let the city in
dark... you held my hand
as we stand taking in everything

and i knew it from the start
so my arms are opened wide
and your head is on my stomach
and we're trying so hard not to fall asleep
but here we are on this 18th floor balcony
we're both flying away...

we talked about moms and dads
about family pasts
getting to know where we came from
our hearts were on display
for all to see
i can't believe this is happening to me

i raised my hands as if to show you that i was yours
that i was so yours for the taking
and i'm still so yours for the taking
that's when i felt the wind pick up
i grabbed the rail while choking up
these words to say, and then you kissed me....

yeah i knew it from the start
so my arms are open wide
your head is on my stomach and we're
we're trying so hard not to fall asleep
here we are on this 18th floor balcony

i knew it from the start
my arms are open wide
your head is on my stomach
and we're trying to hard not to fall asleep
on this 18th floor balcony
we're both flying away...

and i'll try to sleep
to keep you in my dreams
so i can bring you home with me ~
and i'll try to sleep and keeping you in my dreams

i knew it from the start
my arms are open wide
your head is on my stomach
we're not going to sleep
here we are ~ on this 18th Floor Balcony

Ryan... make it snow'

*sigh*

'thank you for sharing this heart with us... thank you for sharing this heart with us'

i just love Love LOVE... Blue October right now more than ever even