for those that think i'm cooler...

when talking about Blue October... this post isn't one you want to read i promise...

just went to make lunch and turned on the countdown... Pat's up to number 8 this week... that just happens to be my favorite... i have a thing for 8s... i know we all know... anyway that made me smile... the fact that i'll be seeing him twice this week... once in NYC and once with the one the brought me too him... well that's just perfect

i worked hard yesterday 14 hours... prepping and serving a rehearsal dinner ~ which made me realize a few things... my sweet Giselle said at one point in the evening...'Roberto how the hell do you do this everyday without Lori making sure you are on track...' ~ i'm not even kidding he has the worst ADD of anyone ever... but we do work really well together 'cause there are not egos involved we both just want the job to get done and get done well and it was... it was beautiful and perfect and they were all happy... i loved it ~ being part of that from start to finish... seeing that a whole pantry of grocery bags turns into platters... sauces... dishes... smells... smiles... i would have NEVER picked this for myself... it was a last minute i don't care i need to make some money this summer deal... i don't even like food... but i can say this and i'm not being boastful... i'm good at this... really good at it

i was told halfway through the morning... that i was in charge of music ~ duh right ~ but there wasn't anywhere to play any... so in my head all day... 'go find yourself somewhere else chasing dreams on the streets of LA... don't let this town tie you down when bigger life's calling your name... you'll find who you are if you follow your heart... go with it wherever it leads...' ~ i just love that ~ it's perfect in such a way for me that only Pat does... i hope in one of the two this week i get to hear that

'... i won't let you down i'll be here if it turns out that i'm what you need... you'll find who you are if you follow your heart... go with it wherever it leads ~ get on back fast if you find yourself missing me...'