yes... see what makes it perfect is that there are still bad days... k ~ it wasn't bad ~ but i am strugglin' with trying to figure out how to let something go that needs to well i guess just go... i'm not sure how to do this 'cause i TRULY believed... and the pain that would come well i'm strong enough i know this now... but i don't want to test it... one of those that know my truths told me what i should do... but the answer to the question scares me... another puts up with so much more than she should... so i'm BLESSED... i need to stop... take stock... and make. a. decision.
because at the end of it all... i truly do deserve to be so much more important than i'm feelin' right now ~ see i write that and hear the voice saying 'do i have to tell you everyday' ~ well NO but maybe every other or every third wouldn't hurt
i hate that i just wrote all that... but i'm leaving it 'cause it's necessary...
oh on a lighter note... there is the possiblity of a boy that makes me smile... good lord... k.. nevermind ~ this is too much to think anyone might consider... k ~ thanks for listening... Carry On
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