it's just not who i am ~ yet i live everyday with the fact that i did hurt one of the ones i love the most... there are excuses... i prefer to call them reasons but the bottomline is that it happened... i'm not proud and i will truly spend the rest of my life knowing that something that was once untainted now has a scar... i will apologize everyday if that's what it takes... i've tried to explain it... i think i have ~ i'm not perfect and when i'm in pain you mostly wouldn't really recognize me...
having said all that ~ everything considered... i'm glad that while i was hurting and being self destructive i'm grateful that you were there because if you hadn't been... it might have been worse if that is possible... so just
again
i'm sorry
and
thank you
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It is a terrible feeling---I had a 'close' call with a friend last week and it would kill me to know that I hurt him, ever.
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