Thursday, October 06, 2005

I'm just not confrontational...

and there is in fact a reason ~ i suck at it... i'd much rather be frustrated and angry but keep it to myself than feel like i'm hurting someone no matter who they are... i've now confronted two people in the last year because it was important to someone i love... you would think i'd get better at it but no... not so much ~ that nasty ill feeling still shows up

i have lost something special now because of the recent confrontation ~ a home i once had now feels uncomfortable and i know that i'm just not welcome anymore... as with all things in my life i never stay anywhere too long ~ i come away with a lot of positives i believe and i'll visit occasionally i'm sure there are many things that are still extremely important to me... but i will not be the fixture that i once was

i watched House of D today ~ GREAT FLICK... the idea that if you love something set it free... especially if you know the loved one is going somewhere you can't follow and you don't want to hold them back ~ that hit close to my heart...

Sweet Melissa ~ written by the Allman Brothers performed fabulously by Stoney Larue

'Crossroads, seem to come and go, yeah.
the gypsy flies from coast to coast
knowing many, loving none,
Bearing sorrow havin’ fun...'

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