'well it's friday...'

'... and i got tore up' ~ and not in the way that those unfamiliar with the defintion of 'tore up' would think

i spent the day yesterday in NYC... that alone was just amazing ~ the tree in Rockefeller Center is all you would hope it to be and then some

but the high point of the day was getting to see The Bleu Edmondson Band in NEW YORK CITY! first of all... Bleu wrote my song ~ he may not know that he wrote it but he did as i have said here before the first time i ever heard

'and if you asked me I would smile
we could sit and talk awhile
but there's just too much to hide
and I got nothin' left inside
i'm just a little bit crazy... '

well like all the things that have been placed in my path in the last three and a half years just made me feel like even though up until that point i had not found my place in this world ~ there was still in fact hope... fast forward to today well yeah safe to say MORE THAN HOPE even...

so it was a small intimate venue... couches... ottomans... candles... unfortunately for this band that i just love the crowd seemed to leave after the second act... but they didn't seem to notice 'cause this band took the stage and OH MY HECK... well let's just say they rocked it HARD... some of the members have changed since i first saw them but i'm thinking these four guys have found a synchronicity that just works for them and i was literally the happiest girl in NYC last evening...

i talked with three of the four members and they were truly appreciative to have someone in the club that knew their music... and even understood where they come from and what they are about... i liked being that person for them last evening and since the plans are in motion to where i'll be seeing them more regularly on their home turf... i'm really glad to have had the opportunity to be able see them bringing what we love to the world and hoping to draw more like me in