Joining the masses...

apparently everyone is now doing it. I don't have much to say and can't imagine that anyone will really read it but hey 'Follow the leader... he's a blogger'

So yesterday I was rid of a huge 'monkey on my back' that I should have dealt with a long time ago. A friendship that I once valued had turned into something not so healthy. I was not brave enough to do what was needed myself and perhaps the truest friend that I have ever had stood up for me like no one ever has before ~ Gage you are in fact my strength, Thank You just doesn't convey the gratitude that I feel.

I was supposed to be somewhere else today ~ in fact this whole upcoming weekend. I had to make a 'grown up' decision, which I hate. I have a habit of not always being the responsible '30 something' that I should be. Well I guess that is changing so that I will have a better life, a fuller life that is not so lonely. In making this choice, I have let down a friend that I love very much. I can only hope that she will understand, which she will because she is a true friend who wants me to find forever happiness and stop living in this state of limbo that I have been in for the last year or so.

After my children and close friends ~ Music is the most important thing in my life so I will end each entry with a lyric... sometimes my entire entry may be a song... one that I want people to hear... or one that fits my mood.

Song for today ~ Forever Young ~ written by Bob Dylan performed by Stoney LaRue ~ 'May God bless and keep you always, may your wishes all come true, may you always see the truth and the light surrounding you...'